~*~it isn't any good...i was just writing my anger...
Hope you had fun tonight...

It started out as an experiment
A way to get rid of the pain...

Spiraling down after I struggle to rise...
I can no longer pretend to deny my demise...

There are times
When I feel...

Racing through the majestic night
the bright full moon sheds lovely light...

Music blaring in my ears
Drowning out my feelings...

Drowning within my feelings again,
This pain won't stop once it begins...

I don't understand you
Or the things you do...

Smile, laugh, hold back your tears,
Whatever you do, don't give in to your fears...

Unorganized chaos surrounds me
Ruining everything in sight...

So many lifes were ruined, by one single storm
so much more strife and misery was born...

My mind wanders, daydreams passing the time.
I come upon a single memory...