Why do some people say one thing to your face, then another behind your back?

Somebody has come along and ripped apart my heart...

...tearing it to shreds and throwing it on the floor...

...then when i think it can't get any worse...

...they stomp all over the pieces.

Your smile decieves you...

(one of my friends said it...i fell in love with it when i heard it...)

Why do you insist
on tearing apart my heart, my soul?

i now know deep inside
i'll never be whole.

I woke up one time in the middle of the night from a nightmare...i didn't realize then that was only the beginning to another nightmare...my life.

I know what i want to say...

I just can't seem to find the words to say it.

Music is my fortress....my shelter from all the bad in the world. i can lose myself in a song and feel completely safe...

I'm afraid to tell you how i really feel for fear of hurting you, but i end up hurting myself because of it.

Why does everything always get worse?

Leave me alone to think...
leave me alone to cry...
leave me alone to let out my pain...
but come back before i die...