Nothing's ever enough for you is it?

Leave me alone to think...
leave me alone to cry...
leave me alone to let out my pain...
but come back before i die...

Somebody has come along and ripped apart my heart...

...tearing it to shreds and throwing it on the floor...

...then when i think it can't get any worse...

...they stomp all over the pieces.

Your smile decieves you...

(one of my friends said it...i fell in love with it when i heard it...)

Why do you insist
on tearing apart my heart, my soul?

i now know deep inside
i'll never be whole.

I woke up one time in the middle of the night from a nightmare...i didn't realize then that was only the beginning to another nightmare...my life.

I know what i want to say...

I just can't seem to find the words to say it.

Music is my fortress....my shelter from all the bad in the world. i can lose myself in a song and feel completely safe...

I'm afraid to tell you how i really feel for fear of hurting you, but i end up hurting myself because of it.

Why does everything always get worse?