You want to know
What is on my mind...

Look at me...
What do you see...

I know I'm not the best nor the brightest
But all I want to do is make you proud...

The razor sharp edges cutting into my flesh
Bleeding out all the hate, depression, and rage...

Nine years old
And you all know me...

Oh Lord how I yearn for you
But I felt betrayed by you...

Depressed in this foreboding world
Consumed by my fears and hate...

Mom everyone loves you
Your smile brightens up the room...

As I take this knife
I grasp my life...

Haunting of my past and future
destroying what is left of sanity...

Standing there
Like I don't care...

Awaken in me
Is he...