Haunting of my past and future
destroying what is left of sanity...

Mom everyone loves you
Your smile brightens up the room...

The razor sharp edges cutting into my flesh
Bleeding out all the hate, depression, and rage...

Look at me...
What do you see...

Nine years old
And you all know me...

I know I'm not the best nor the brightest
But all I want to do is make you proud...

Oh Lord how I yearn for you
But I felt betrayed by you...

You want to know
What is on my mind...