He smiled at me
then he looked back at her eyes...

*This is a poem to my brother about his now...
I thought we'd we together forever...

It hurts to go through
and smile each day...

Chasing an empty dream
a loss memory of you and me...

Alone on the beach
tasting the sweet rain...

What hurts the most
is that you're with her now...

I'm going to miss you
more than you know...

I'm so scared to love you
and you don't know why...

She sits alone in her room
with the music turned up so loud...

After her shower she looks in the mirror
but she never feels clean...

Sometimes it just feels like
everyone has someone but me...

I'm so confused
and it's like I'm torn in two...