You promised you'd
always be there for me.
So where are you now,
when I need you the most?

You said you'd do anything
to be here for me.
So why can't I cal you
and hear your voice on the other end?
Just like it used to be.

Which one do I choose?? The one I have loved for six yrs or the one who I have loved for one yr. Who do I leave behind forever?? I wish there were an easy answer.

I'm not really sure how to move on.
I've never lost anyone before. I just don't know how someone so young with a wife and two little girls could be taken away from them.

We miss you RJD

Even though you hurt me,
I just can't seem to let you go.

Sometime i will go on without you
and i want to make sure you know.

I hope you fall in love
with one who makes your world go round.
I hope that if you fall out
your feet stay on the ground.

Nobody can see the pain through my eyes. Sometimes i wish someone would.

I wish my dad loved me. I've had that male figure but it's just not the same. It was my dad who was supposed to always be there for me.

Sometimes i get so lonely I just don't know where to turn. Nobody knows. Guess I hide my true feelings well.

Everyone I've ever loved and lost... I've pushed away. Except my so called father. He left on his own.

You say i could be the one. So why is it that I feel I really don't matter. Everyone is right I'm in the wrong. I have no say.