Hi~ as you can see my name is Jenny. Im a UnSeen Exastance for people see me but they really dont see me and they dont know who i am they dont understand me and the way that i feel--- i feel helpless and hopeless and everyday is just a fight to stay alive and to get through it and try not to go insaine and reviel my secrets---each day i have to pretend that im fine and that everything is ok when its not-- cause if i dont then they will put me in a physo ward again witch would really suck---life is a pain in the ass when you feel numb and nothing but worthlessness and pain--- i like to listen to lots of different kinds of music and read and write poems cause with out that i dont know what i would be---(probably insane) I dont totally know what else to say about me because there isnt really much to my life--- |
We don't talk like we use to
you haven't made me smile in a while...
I'm a bleeding soul
my heart is black like coal...
Toxic Waste
Its all good...
Am i going crazy
this is starting to phase me...
Tears flow down my cheeks of beat red
buring from the hits put upon me...
DEATH BY YOUR EGO
Dont turn your back...
Kill me soft
kill me sweet...
Hold me in your arms of scars
The ones that bleed alike...
Under trucks we hide our souls
no one would think to look there...
Dead to the World
Turned to black...
I cried a tear drop in the ocean for you |