and i want to belive you when you say it'll be okay

SUDDENLY I HATE MYSELF..FOR FEELING EVERYTHING I FELT FOR YOU.

SO ONCE AGAIN I FEEL MY HEART BRAKE, OVER SOMETHING THAT WAS ONLY IN MY HEAD, BUT DONT FORGET..I MENT EVERY WORD.. I SHOULD OF LEFT UNSAID.

I'm not the girl i used to be, i gotta admit..alot of shit got to me.

I'm not the girl i used to be, i gotta admit alot of thing got to me.

And you COMPLETELY stole my heart

I guess sometimes these things tend to fall a p a r t.

&& i've forgotten how it feels :(

And i guess the truth is i am everything i hate

.. ANd i thought you should no..it wasnt ever over for me..