I can not miss
What I never had...

I sat and cried for the longest time putting off...
I still recall the day we met...

Why do I cry in the middle the night,
no it's not from fright. I'll tell you why...

You can tell me what to do
you can't tell me what to say...

I stare at the photo,
Of a man I've never met...

She's the mom every kid wants,
strict yet fair and always cares...

Little boy on his shoulders ,
Little girl at each side and another boy holding...

Can you see me,
do you even know I'm here...

If you do a blood test,
It won't match...

Trapped by four walls,
white so brightly splatered across the bricks...

Light as a feather in my arms,
your fast asleep yet I can feel your boyish...

I'm not a pawn on a game board,
you can't just roll the dice...