I always have tears in my eyes
Because no one hears my silent cries...

This is based on a real event in my life.
I'd finally had enough...

I used to have such a miserable life
One I solved by using a knife...

I see you watching me
Even while you're holding hands with her...

Mascara tears fall down her face
Making her feel so very weak...

You treat me like dirt
And yet I stick around...

Why can't I stop thinking of you
Your name races through my head day after day...

As blood drips from my arm
I smile and feel relieved...

Once upon a time I lived a fairytale life
Filled with make believe and lies...

Every time I look at you
I just want to cry...

I cut I bleed
I watch as my crimson sorrows drip away...

Why can't anybody see
That this girl isn't the real me...