why did you have to die?Was I bad?

I know you broke my heart for a reason, not just for her.I know that you still love me so please tell me the truth.

the rain falls again..................I show my weakness and cry for you.

For whatever it's worth ill see you in heaven.

As much as you feel pain you can overcome it believe me i know.Unfortunaatly it was after you left me that i realized.

I do not have Strength without you,Youre the only one who believes in me and the only one i can trust to help keep me alive.

Will you help me stand here,Will you let me fall down.I know that Ill be there for you but you will let me Drown!

In pain, see you there.