I never meant to cut that deep
I was not ready...
Dissociate oneself from the entire world .. you...
Take a deep breath and prepare to fly...
I wear a painted on smile
As reality pulls on every one of my strings...
~ I have picked my poison
Now I'm choking for air...
Ever
So...
Fake smiles for all around to see,
Yet something is dying inside of me...
Night after night comes knight after knight...
Both speeding past me in flashes...