I've recently realized that I have changed enormously in the past few years...

Four years ago, I was quiet.. empty.. and suicidal. I claimed that I was bi, because I wanted to be able to pretend to be straight when I was around certain people.

Two years ago, I was a devout Christian... struggling with an SI(Self Injury) addiction. I claimed I was bi only to people I could absolutely trust... but I swore I was trying to overcome my attraction to women, because I believed that homosexuality was wrong, while secretly dating a girl that claimed she loved me BECAUSE she claimed she loved me, even though she treated me horribly.

Today, I do well enough to believe in even a Creator on a good day.. I am no longer suicidal, and I have beaten my SI addiction. I am a lesbian, and have no problem admitting that.

There are some things that have never changed about me though... I am a writer. I am a singer, and an artist. And I hope to one day be a teacher.

Welcome to my poetry.