I shall reach into your soul with the hands of my insanity and it will turn black with the scars of all my pain...

PMS-

Putting up with Men's Shit

So long have I burned to be crushed by your sweet embrace...

I've lost you..
Too late I've realized
that I'm lost without you..

Too Christian
Too Goth
Too Dark
Too Lost
Too Meager to be Important enough
Too Dumb to be Smart enough
Too Distant to be Loving enough
Too Caring to be Distant enough
Too Weak to be Strong enough
I'll Never Be Good Enough To Love You

The extreme source of emptiness
That ever lies inside
Strengthened in longevity
As the hours slowly pass by.
But soon it evaporates--
With the addition of a new friend;
the creation of a new love,
And a sorrow at the end.

You are my LIGHT.

I can't let go of the light amidst the darkness...
without it the candle burns out..
the darkness takes over..
and my life ends.

You never know what lies beyond your sanity...