Why change for someone if they wont even look at you ?

Im always alone
no one there for me
have to do this on my own
thats why im scared

Nothing matters anymore... each day that goes by im getting more worst, im to depress to go on

Im sorry i cant say anything else
i didnt know
it wasn't meant to come from someone else...

i wont blame you if u hate me
couse i already hate myself

If i died tonight
the moon still shines
the birds will still sing
the world still gose on
so whats the point of holding on ?

Raindrops of pain
fills my heart up of pain
should this be ?
the last night ?
i will ever see
people hating each other and the pain we bring to each other ? i shall never know what people have become ... this life.. ends with hate& pain

you finally get to rest grandad
you dont need to suffer any more
may you rest in peace and be with your son we will miss you and we love you and ur going to be in our hearts forever

R.I.P GRANDAD XOXO

Its hard to deal with this pain
wanting to end it
with one single knife
one single cut
one lie that change it all

Death is another way of showing your pain.. only thing is no one can help you

Poeple will now see how much pain i am in
couse killing urself is a deadly sin
sorry i must go
couse not enough love has already let me go