I try so hard
to act like everything is okay...

"We don't want you ;"
Is all she ever hears...

I feel myself shaking again
I don't know why...

My pillow is soaked with tears
my mascara is running...

Im sorry
i always seem to screw it up...

You know all about me
and I know...

I dont know if I can explain
why I want to do this...

My thoughts are racing.
Thinking about you...

My mind is filled with madness.
My soul crys out wishing for help...