I wonder why you even say you love me.
Everyday it proves less and less...

Are you ever afraid
to fall asleep at night not knowing...

I made a friend
She turned my life up right...

She goes another day
without eating...

She wants to understand me,
But there's still so many things I keep back...

As i am crushed
by what tomorrow holds...

Dad!?!
Where are you...

Dear Life,
I finally noticed you arent worth living nemore...

Dear Mom,
Do you notice...

I dont know if I can explain
why I want to do this...

You made my life freaking miserable.
How...

Every tear that falls from these eyes fall for you...
Every drop of blood was what you caused...