Tossing and turning trying to sleep
I think i've forgotten...
I'm wondering why I'm sitting here still
Nowhere to go, and time to kill...
A whisper in a darkened room
a waterfall flowing through a tomb...
This constant dream reminds me
That you are so far away...
Look through my eyes, I could barely see,
As I drove away, my tears engulfed me...
Battered and bruised
And a knife through my eye...
For once, though the sun,
Shines high in the sky...
Thorns on the roses prickle my skin,
Making it bleed, but i can't feel a thing...
I almost didn't get up today,
Whats the reason for living...
I wish i could hug you
Without pretending...
I can't believe i cried so much,
How much it hurt to say goodbye...
I wish you knew, i love you Tom,
But sometimes i wish i had a bomb...