Tossing and turning trying to sleep
I think i've forgotten...

So this is how I'm feeling,
Sitting staring at the ceiling...

This time I'm not gonna cry
I've told my heart no...

I've decided that maybe you're not the one,
I've decided that maybe my choice was wrong...

Thorns on the roses prickle my skin,
Making it bleed, but i can't feel a thing...

I wish you knew, i love you Tom,
But sometimes i wish i had a bomb...

Life is a tunnel deep underground,
You're all on your own, no-one's making a sound...

Look through my eyes, I could barely see,
As I drove away, my tears engulfed me...

I wish I could say something
To make it all ok...

I almost didn't get up today,
Whats the reason for living...

Holding this tight in the palm of my hand,
Will you ever really understand...

This constant dream reminds me
That you are so far away...