This time im not gonna cry
Ive told my heart no
Even if to myself I must lie
Cos these tears cannot show

xx

I wish u cuda seen the smile I smiled wen u came on msn,
I wish u cuda seen the tears that suddenly burst free,
I wish u cuda seen the thort bhind that “hey”,
I wish u felt like I did, evrytime that u see me.

And y do i do this every yr?
y cant the 1 i love 4 once b here?

&4dat1sec,I held my hole world4 1st tme..&I wantd2pause tme4eva wiv ur arms around me..&I wantd d tears from my eyes2soak in2ur coat,cos DEY new it cudn last..cos I wishd u cud no..&denI wishd u wud turn&say ud do nethin4me..xBt Iws dreamin&still am