A smile so simple,
yet so hard to find...
So sad to see
in eyes divided...
The Vividness of it all
So intact to this day...
I have not been myself in quite a long while
I guess I'm still learning how if feels to smile...
In six months will it be the same
as it is six months to this day...
Unfathomed
Fading...
I lost you in so many ways
A hundred million times...
Christmas has now come and gone,
Missing you with every breath I take...
I dont feel like smiling today
I want everyone else to frown...
The water cold,
the thoughts colder...
I awoke from my dream last night
Remembering it so clearly...
She held him close to her heart
but he was so hard to hold...