Blinded by my self-infliction
I can't help it it's my addiction...
Reaching for my razor,
Here I go again...
I told myself I wouldn't
I said "no way I'm done"...
Standing in the shower,
my tears and water collide...
My breath is growing faster.
My eyes are getting weak...
I thought it was over
I thought I had one...
You wonder why she's all alone,
Trapped inside her head...
I'm tired of this old routine
Where fairytails are my dreams...
I don't know what to do anymore
I don't know how to react...
I cannot stop thinking of you and me
Back when I thought we were meant to be...
Suffering in silence,
Yes, thats me...
I never really thought of this,
About how my life could end...