Blinded by my self-infliction
I can't help it it's my addiction...
Reaching for my razor,
Here I go again...
I told myself I wouldn't
I said "no way I'm done"...
Standing in the shower,
my tears and water collide...
My breath is growing faster.
My eyes are getting weak...
You wonder why she's all alone,
Trapped inside her head...
I'm tired of this old routine
Where fairytails are my dreams...
I don't know what to do anymore
I don't know how to react...
I cannot stop thinking of you and me
Back when I thought we were meant to be...
Suffering in silence,
Yes, thats me...
I never really thought of this,
About how my life could end...
There was a bee...
An itty bitty bee...