Tears roll down my face
When I think of saying good-bye...

I can't help but feel this way,
Deep inside my heart...

There's this guy in my life
And I don't know why...

Blinded by my self-infliction
I can't help it it's my addiction...

I still remember that day
The day you asked me out...

My dreams are not of happy things
They are not of warm summer days...

Oh God Ive been lied to
I've been wronged and disseated...

My breath is growing faster.
My eyes are getting weak...

I'm starting to scare myself,
With thoughts of suicide...

I'm standing here in the rain
With my heart full of pain...

The scars show my past
They show where I have been...

In my room I'm locked all day
Letting my mind go astray...