I don't want her to see me cry...
Because I can't give her the satisfaction of knowing she meant that much to me.

I don't wanna pretend anymore
I don't wanna lie
You need to know the truth
And so do I

All i want to do is go to sleep, it seems to ease the pain of losing her.

Not all cutters are crying out for attention, some just want to lessen the pain on the inside by feeling it on the outside.

I'm learning to accept the fact that you don't care about me as much as you used to.

She told me her plans for the future today, too bad I wasn't in them...

I'm SCREAMING in your face and YOU don't even hear me*

I never had to TRY to like you
Now I do
You never used to HURT me like this
Now you do

You're not worth the tears that can't seem to stop falling from my face.

My only mistake: falling for you*