At only 9 years old
You told me I had to go...

Your mind says stop but your heart says go
You say yes when you mean no...

I've stopped trying
I've done what I feared I would all along...

In each tear drop:
Is the words I cant say...

*in this poem in most cases the word...
I pulled the belt tighter...

This life
This love...

You'll be leaving soon enough
Off to be on your own...

Chew me up and spit me out
Ignore my cry, give me doubt...

Your kisses left and buried,
Beneath our fading laughs...

Poor little girl
Do not weep...

The first time was tragic
It all happened way to fast...

The pressure is building
My shoulders getting heavy...