I just stabbed myself tonight,
but she's the ones bleeding...

I was so confused and stressed,
I don't know what to do...

I dare not to remember,
for it's you I would think of...

It's a lie there's always a hope,
stop me dreaming I'm not doped...

I keep thinking of you,
from the moment my wife introduced me to you...

You got that gift that is sometimes so hard to...
so jealous in every kind...

Combing her hair while crying,
pain in her heart she feels dying...

Down the street I watch,
a black guy with a good catch...

I paid a visit to you today,
and said all words I could say...

I love you
not for what you are...