I don't know what to think anymore
i loved you...

Who invented this sick game we call life
was it meant to be some form of entertainment...

I hate you
i don't know how else to say it...

You'll never know how much i need you
how much your friendship means to me...

Sitting here alone again
pointlessly staring out the window...

Cant tell if thats the wind
or her constant, overlooked sighs...

Walking through the door again
no joyful calls or greetings...

Go ahead
rip my battered, broken heart from my chest...

Strong enough to start a verbal stand off again
too weak to just walk away and let you win...

Would you just scream at me
and get it over with...

This has gone on for far too long
why couldn't you see it...