&& i dont know why im still[[crying over you]]
its been two full years of this.
sleepless nights, missing you so much.
maybe this will soon be over.
but i highly doubt it.

Heres my feelings,scattered on a blank paper.scribbled out as poeticly beautiful letters,arranged in an non orderly fashion.butitdoesntmatter,eventhemost lovelywordscanmakethemosthorriblesentences.ijusthopeichosemywordsright.ionlywantedtomakeyouhappy.

Im jsut an average girl, trying my hardest and ill never be good enough, never be the best, once i get to the top, i always fall down, theres always someone to be jealous of, who is better than me, someone who is always one uping me, and always wins

&& lets distance ourselves, fro mall we.ve ever known, all we.ve ever had...maybe then we will feel [alive]

So ive come down to the conclusion that i love you. and basically because i promised. i will forever.

In every strand of lyrics
in every single song
it reminds me of you
and how ive loved you all along

&& i dont know why im still[[crying over you]]
its been two full years of this.
sleepless nights, missing you so much.
maybe this will soon be over.
but i highly doubt it. whoever said love was overrated anyway...

&& i keep telling myself
"just forget him"
Then my heart comes and whispers.
"I dont want to..."

The record just kept spinning. it wouldnt stop. kind of like my love for you. the record lays broken on the floor. kind of like my unbeating heart.

&& i told you i was happy. thats just like you to do anything you can to make me cry. you always were the only one who could break my heart.and then find some reason for me to laugh about it.