&& here we are again.
we are fools.
we madly love each other.
yet. somehow,we are never allowed to be with each other. && for this, im sry,just know.
ill love you forever.

You promised me forever.
so why dont you love me anymore?
i meant forever, i wanted it.
ill keep that promise i made to you.
but for now i guess ill say goodbye,
you did the one thing ill never do.
get over what we nvr rly had...

Ill missrworld where the sunshined evryday& black&whitebecamecolorsrainbowbright whereilovedu&ureturnedthefavoriknew1day theskywould falldown, i knew 1day wed fall to pieces, but i nvr thot itd be this soon, i nvr thot id love u forever.

Staying out late
Jumping off buildings
You would catch me, save me
Lets play along

Staying out late
Jumping off buildings
You would catch me, save me
Lets play along

I feel like a volcano, stuffed full of lava.&no matter wat i do,or how hard i try. i have to explode&when i do, i tear down ppl & ruin strong structures and walls that took me years, just to build, but nothing matters.

Im drowning life out, saying to hell with pain...its called no sleep and energy drinks babe..its called trying to stay alive...there are so many words im unable to say. its like i love you but i cant.

Have you ever had something inside you. almost like a sign. an unclear signal, telling you what to do. well i have that all of the time. and somehow, i always end up not listening and screwing everything up

&& i dont know why im still[[crying over you]]
its been two full years of this.
sleepless nights, missing you so much.
maybe this will soon be over.
but i highly doubt it.

Doesn`t it feel so awkward
seeing him in the hallway &
pretending you don`t ?