I want to tell you everything i need to, explain my feelings, see how you would react, && then make you forget so i could let myself show

&& im sorry if i just start screaming, it.s just you have no idea how much pain and hurt i.ve been botling up for soo long,, and sooner or later im gonna burst,, babe look what you.re doing to me

&& in that moment you held me close, && i remembered everything we ever had. and i realized [[ im with the wrong guy ]]

You.re like my disease. i keep catching you without trying. but once i have you you.re here to stay for a while. and after a while i start to like the pain. then im finally better. but babe this time i wanna catch you so you need to be there.

You make me smile, you make me laugh, i love when you hold me real close, and pick me up and spin me around, i love falling in love with you, but i hate looking into your eyes, cuz then i realize were *best friends* and thats all we will ever be to you

It hurts seeing you with her,i feel bad for her cuz shes believing you, that you will always be there and always care and love her, but thats what you told me, and now look where you are

I wish i had two hearts so this wouldnt be so confusing who to love, and if one broke i could still be strong

I.ve been starting to get used to you not being here,, it just hurts when i hear that song on the radio,, or i hear the phone ring and it.s not you,,thats when i realize i miss you,, and im not okay without you here

Ive been learningto live without u.
But I miss u sometimes.
Ive been trying to get down to the heart of the matter.But my will gets weak&my thoughts seem to shatter.
But I think its about forgiveness. Forgiveness.Even if you dont love me anymore.

&& i remember that summer, just you and me, no one in the way, i remember watching the same thing on tv over the phone together for hours, i remember getting into little fights, its these stupid moments in life i was happy because i was in love