&& what do you do when you just can.t pretend you.re fine anymore? people can see right through that fake smile. then what do you do?

She feels like she was lied to.
like that warning in the rearview mirror that says,
"objects are closer than they appear."
she thinks she needs a sign taped to her heart,
"caution: much more broken than i seem."

So there.s this guy. i kinda sorta love him. he kinda sorta doesn.t care. he.s off with some girl who is prettier, and smarter than me, but she will never be as good as me, she can never love him more than i do...

Love is like a train;; you can ride and ride for however long you want to,, but sooner or later someone has to get off, and end the ride, or sooner or later it.s gonna crash...

I.ve recently decided to give up on you. So I took all those papers with your name written all over them,, ripped them up and shoved them under my bed. I was fine for a while,, but I keep finding those little pieces of paper..

I.ve recently decided to give up on you. So I took all those papers with your name written all over them,, ripped them up and shoved them under my bed. I was fine for a while,, but I keep finding those little pieces of paper..

I hope it hurts you seeing me with him as much as it hurts me seeing you with her

&& I feel weakest when I see you and just want to run up and hug you, when I fall asleep and dream of you && when youre all I can think about,, cuz honestly I cant help it and baby it frightens me

Torn up photos and lonely nights
cursing crying and drawn out fights
phone calls and a brand new start
broken promises for broken hearts

Then it hit me,, i must have "HURT ME" written on my head.