I.ve been starting to get used to you not being here,, it just hurts when i hear that song on the radio,, or i hear the phone ring and it.s not you,,thats when i realize i miss you,, and im not okay without you here

Ive been learningto live without u.
But I miss u sometimes.
Ive been trying to get down to the heart of the matter.But my will gets weak&my thoughts seem to shatter.
But I think its about forgiveness. Forgiveness.Even if you dont love me anymore.

&& i remember that summer, just you and me, no one in the way, i remember watching the same thing on tv over the phone together for hours, i remember getting into little fights, its these stupid moments in life i was happy because i was in love

Uknow,shereallydidloveumorethananyoneelse.but,ujustletHerwalkintoyourlife&rightbackoutboy,youmissed yourchance,becausenobodywilleverloveu,likethatgirldid,&i canassureunoonewillevercare asmuch,thatgirlstilllovesu, butshegaveup,shedoesntcareanymore.

I.m not afraid of heights;
i.m afraid of falling.
i.m not scared of the dark;
i.m scared of what's in it.
i.m not afraid to love;
i.m afraid of not being loved back

&& i almost forgot how the razor blade felt ,, thanks for reminding me baby ,, at least now im not lonely

&& she feels just like shes lost, like she doesn.t quite belong in this world,, especially when she.s facing it [all alone]

&& she feels like her life is read from a script ,, like she has no say in how it goes ,, and she always ends up .alone.

He told her he loved her with all of his heart ,, and it hurt when she couldn.t say it back ,, especially because she really did love him ,, she just couldn.t because she was with {him}

I tried to erase you from my memory ,, but everytime i look at my wrists ,, i am reminded how much i still love you ,, and how much i just can.t forget you