Have you ever had something inside you. almost like a sign. an unclear signal, telling you what to do. well i have that all of the time. and somehow, i always end up not listening and screwing everything up

&& its your simple words. that make me laugh. you dont have to say anything special. you just make me happy. and God do i love you.

I hear a train off in the distance. it reminds me of a better time. in a better place. and i think about all those lucky people on that train. they get to go run away from their problems. and escape from this hell.

I pack my suitcase. im leaving town. i cant look at his face anymore. its just too painful to see that smile. goodbye. my lover. ill miss you dearly.

Can you view the horizon. do you see the sun set. its a perfect example, that everything will eventually..leave. but do you see the moon rise. theres you proof that everytime something leaves, something else will. take its place

&& i told you i was happy. thats just like you to do anything you can to make me cry. you always were the only one who could break my heart.and then find some reason for me to laugh about it.

The record just kept spinning. it wouldnt stop. kind of like my love for you. the record lays broken on the floor. kind of like my unbeating heart.

&& i keep telling myself
"just forget him"
Then my heart comes and whispers.
"I dont want to..."

&& i dont know why im still[[crying over you]]
its been two full years of this.
sleepless nights, missing you so much.
maybe this will soon be over.
but i highly doubt it. whoever said love was overrated anyway...

In every strand of lyrics
in every single song
it reminds me of you
and how ive loved you all along