So ive come down to the conclusion that i love you. and basically because i promised. i will forever.

&& lets distance ourselves, fro mall we.ve ever known, all we.ve ever had...maybe then we will feel [alive]

Im jsut an average girl, trying my hardest and ill never be good enough, never be the best, once i get to the top, i always fall down, theres always someone to be jealous of, who is better than me, someone who is always one uping me, and always wins

Heres my feelings,scattered on a blank paper.scribbled out as poeticly beautiful letters,arranged in an non orderly fashion.butitdoesntmatter,eventhemost lovelywordscanmakethemosthorriblesentences.ijusthopeichosemywordsright.ionlywantedtomakeyouhappy.

&& i dont know why im still[[crying over you]]
its been two full years of this.
sleepless nights, missing you so much.
maybe this will soon be over.
but i highly doubt it.