You never know that you love that one special friend that much, until they are lying in the hospital bed,slowly dying. . .

I would give anything in the whole world just to know that you love me just for one minute. . .But I know it's all a lie I'm telling to myself.

It always seemed that my world was falling apart, and then you came along, and all hope filled my heart

I'll never allow my heart to be broken again, which means I can never love again. . .I am too afraid of what my love will say

I am evanescence. . .Forever fading.

You can't hurt me. . .I'm already dead inside. I try to laugh about it, cover up all the lies, I try to laugh about, hiding the tears in my eyes.

I don't know what to do when I am in love with you so I say,"Come back to me sweetheart, without you I will fall apart."

I don't know where to go or what to believe in... I am being drowned in sorrow, so much pain is creating a wall between them and I.

Society uses you abuses you, and all of the above, I have learned to turn my back on society, and I don't want to turn back around

Isn't it funny how when you think nothing else can hurt you, something else comes along and you die again as you have many times before?