I can feel tears roll down my face,
I can sense I'm near the end of my race...
We had been friends for so long,
We shared our secrets, our thoughts...
I dream of torture, death, and destruction,
These murderous hands kill for revenge...
The darkness I sense as you near,
Gets greater and darker within each second...
The evil inside me is reaching out
To lock away the goodness outside...
©Life has been a nightmare since the day I was...
I am cursed with this evilness that has taken...
©I am drowning in a sea of pain,
The tortured souls of those before me...
My feelings for you are stronger than ever,
My heart holds you close never letting go...
My heart has shattered into pieces,
My blood leaks through slits on my wrists...
Life in hell is not for me,
All I want is to be set free...
He had always been there, I had never noticed...
But when I opened my heart to him...
You were taken from me too early
I buried your body as I filled up with guilt...