Iam standing at the path,, the one i had to...
my life has been up the hill, my life was all but...

My life is over, iam doing freestyle fallen...
the dreams i once had when i was good seems so far...

The first time was when i had no control, and u...
i did what u asked, i lied to fill ur need, i...

The world out there is an ugly place.. that was...
he sees ppl dying of hunger, men killing for...

Tap tap tap,, my pencil to the bone...
i think of the things that makes me, me, the...

I look at my skin,, i look at what they only can...
when ever iam taking to the sky,, they whisper...

The window cracking still,, the door slamming...
i felt ur breath killing my dreams,, with every...

The other night you and i had a big fight-again...
we screamed and cursed, why was it me...

Iam a good girl, i am
you toss and scream, you hit and make us bleed...

Iam looking out to the window, searching for an...
my life seems like its all tumbling down, like...

I feel the sun on my face first thing i lay...
i see the marigolds behind the new born flower...

Its them again, this monsters in my head!
iam so alone, i have no friend...