Iam standing at the path,, the one i had to...
my life has been up the hill, my life was all but...

My life changed in a week.. my dreams vanished in...
my dad was not the man i knew, the man i thought...

You come to me kissing me quick... into the...
the things you say, the things you may, are the...

I cut, i bruise, i bleed to insanity
i starve, i choke, guess why i never spoke...

Iam a good girl, i am
you toss and scream, you hit and make us bleed...

I look at my skin,, i look at what they only can...
when ever iam taking to the sky,, they whisper...

I feel the sun on my face first thing i lay...
i see the marigolds behind the new born flower...

I wonder this world from heaven to hell, someone...
they say do this, they say do that, well i say...

LOVE...?????
BOYFRIENDS...

The other night you and i had a big fight-again...
we screamed and cursed, why was it me...

I see my self as this kind of creature, this kind...
i see my self as a girl trying to fly but keeps on...

With all the love i have i write to you with a...
i fell to the ground that day, not knowing what to...