It seems every time I find myself I end up losing everyone else.

No one sees her silent tears. No one shares her secret fears. She cries alone and no one hears.

If you look inside a girl's heart you'd see how much she really cries. You'll find secrets hidden, best friends, and lies but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing's right and everything's wrong.

I want the life you think I have.

I tried to paint myself but the colors weren’t ugly enough.

I sit and immagine..
of what it would be like
if i was her.

Every glance you give her...
breaks my heart just a
little bit more every time.