Even though it rained outside
Even though I couldnâ??t hold you...
I'm gonna love you
For ever that I can hold...
Hey there my child
dont worry about your mammas scars...
When I look into your eyes
There's nothing there to see...
I haven't ate like I used to, mommy
I tried to kill myself a couple times, mommy...
She couldn't hold any longer
So she let go of what was lost...
I know you've been through a lot
You family has been broken apart...
Can you see me?
In this dark cold room...
You held my hand when I was sad
Kissed my cheeks when I felt bad...
Why can't my life be easier?
I live my life everyday...
My life has a family
They believe in me...
I close my eyes
And all I could see...