I thought I was happy
but I don't remember how that feels...

I was just about to die
And I prayed for Life...

The pain has returned
My soul is on fire...

The tears I'm shedding
mean nothing to you...

Last night I dreamed of you
Last night I dreamed of Death...

Each day I wake up
And each night I sleep...

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces.
Each one is different, but they're always the...

I hate myself...it's true, you see?
But of course you don't, you can't see past me...

Death is sitting on my doorstep
reaching out His hand...

My Soldier, My boyfriend,
My love, and my heart...

Everyday the pain grows deeper
Everynight I fall...

I've never felt so alone,
so deeply darkly dead...