How can you live with this lie? the lie that...
you got your hopes up to high because its never...

I cut to feel the pain
take out the emotional pain...

Same face as always
all though the eyes are ever changing...

The darkness deepens
with everyones heart...

Love me, hug me
hit me, hurt me...

Sometimes when i see you
i just have to smile...

Please don't hate me
i never meant to hurt you...

How could you leave and abandon me
while i could still die for you...

Forever lost
with hope and steam...

From what you see of me
you don't understand...

Its cold and dark
inside my little house...

Thoughts can kill
they've already killed me...