This is my voice that i'll never let you hear. These are the reasons i cry. Here are the thoughts that break me inside. And this is what i *wish* i could say.~~~~~Just another pathetic self harmer, a worthless waste of space. If you hate me for what i do, what i write, what i live...then snap. |
Feel so detached from life
With these lies you live your life in...
Like a plague it infects every thought
Seeping into every single fibre of my being...
If only I could feel.
Just once open up my heart and love...
I can hurt myself more than you can.
This I know...
Chasing the Razor Blade
A fatal battle of will...
Another day wasted lingering in these thoughts of depression. escape is an inconceivable desire. my only glimmer of hope is the crimson fall in the dead of night. until that point i shall purge myself clean. |