Feel so detached from life
With these lies you live your life in...

Like a plague it infects every thought
Seeping into every single fibre of my being...

If only I could feel.
Just once open up my heart and love...

I can hurt myself more than you can.
This I know...

Chasing the Razor Blade
A fatal battle of will...

Swiftly swiftly
Growing faster...

What am I supposed to do?
I don't know what to say...

I know how much I love you
But that you'll never know...

I'm sorry that I left you
Is what I'll surely say...

I know you're beginning to love me
I see it in your eyes...

I sit and stare
Feel nothing...

*sorry its so long*
Some days, I grow to loathe myself so much...