I dont have a reason to laugh at you stuipd jokes
--i miss that--

Today i let the tears pour down my face
cuz i just didnt care who was watching anymore

Fining someone that made me smile like you do
is going to take longer then tomorrow

I poured my heart out that day
because i knew this would be the last time
i could ever say what i felt about you

&i cried so hard that i couldnt breath
&i finally used 'i' instead of 'her' because i want to know straight out it was me doing the crying

&finally your not the only person im afraid for
&im finally worried about myself

Heartboken tears flew down her cheeks
when she finally pushed him further away then he already was

He asked her if it was okay for him to date her best friend
she smiled with tears unknown to both of them streaming down her cheeks and said:"dont ask me to pick between me and my bestfriend....cuz she will always win"

Is it wrong to want to win
just for once
be above her

Maybe the only true way to get over someone
is to see them happy with someone else
maybe....i just like lying