What happened?

He was my first true bestfriend
he was my first true love
i was his first true love
we could be ourselves with eachother
we ended in "i hate you's"
and your asking me if im okay?

I got the last word
"i hate you" was the last thing you heard
so there goes my first love
and my best friend

Sure there was that boy with his gluegun who put her broken heart back together
but she will hold a small broken peice of her heart in her hand forever, and it has your name all over it

She looks at the smile on your face when you with *her*
only to remember the times when shebrought that same smile

I know you are only lying when you say you NEVER loved me
because i remember the look in your eyes that night you said i was your world

The real question is.....what didnt i see in him

My brain asks : "what did you see in him?"
and my heart just resopnds : "dont even get me started"

&and i find i just want to be around him
.......not you
and thats what scares me the most

And as he held his hand around my waist
i smiled
for the fisrt time, without you