I don't know what to do,
i wish it was knew to me
i love you,
but you'll never see

I don't know what to do,
i wish it was knew to me
i love you,
but you'll never see

I heard a rumour you see,
i heard that she was gonna have a baby

I hear laugh and then i see you smile
and then i realise, oh yeah, you've died

I can't decide,
life or suicide???

I'm sure you saw the scars on me today.
but you did nothing, you looked away
you probably thinking, not my baby girl,
i give her everything, she's got a perfect world

And someday we'll meet and act as if nothing happened
for now i'll just laugh and act all happy

Deep inside is a small girl crying
out side is a girl slowly and painfully dying

And i wonder if i'll be missed?

How can i tell them i'm feeling numb,
how do i tell them i hate who i've become?

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