It made no sense,
but she couldn't care less.

She's trying to forget, everything in her past,
hug her, it could be her last.

And she finally let go of the emotions she'd bottled up for so long-the fake smile and laugh, the anger and hate and the tears she held back and the words she never said and she whispered: i give up.

She slashed away the pain,
until her wrist was numb.
she felt no pain.
this is who she'd become

If they knew what she did,
to herself when she was alone.
they would've never left her at home.
[forget her smile, the signs you missed]

And as she fell to the ground she whispered,
you can't lose me, i'm already gone.

When you ignored me, i tried my hardest not to break down.
when you looked right through me, i tried not to fall to the ground.

Sometimes she can't breathe,
coz of what she thinks she sees.