My tortured soul
My blood ran cold...

I desire to be us again
For you to be mine...

I don't know what to do
I'm falling apart...

Alone in my room
Thoughts creep...

So you came back
Asked me if you could stay...

I look through the mirror
As i see my life...

As my confusion fades
I saw what i had done...

It's better this way
I know you'll see...

This is so wrong
That i know...

In my efforts to heal
I forgot how to feel...

I smile today
At this picture black and gray...

I give him my heart
And can only hope he won't tare it apart...